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2/04-In the throws
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2004 2-5-04
12:40 am
In the throws of anger and rage tonight.
I so desperately needed you tonight.
I so desperately needed you to tell me it was all going to be ok.
I so desperately needed you to hold me tonight.
And all I find is a picture and some songs.
All I find is still this empty shell of need.
All I find is myself sitting and staring at your picture.
All I find is myself in tears of pain.
A pain that only distance causes.
A pain that I continue to invite in upon myself.
A pain that I can�t walk away from.
Why is it that when the void is filled half way it feels even bigger?
Why do I miss you so desperately?
Why can�t I have you in my life?
Why why why?
