"A perfect despaIr!"

"Am I that easy to forget?"

I only wonder....

for hIm i made a dead set,

i was, the perfect lover!

now I'm totally dispIrit~

with all the memories, i remember!



its a perfect despair~

life isn't fair!

all my wIshes were dispersed~

i shared It all, the love, the care~

I gave it all, i gave my soul~

though he was never there!



my heart was flutter,

now I wonder~ as I shIver~

" am i that easy to forget?"

how such love, could I regret?

why was I, a perfect lover?

while my heart~ apart~ he sat???



I see me bewaIl~

I should've beware~

but~ I was stupId!

no~ i was bewitched~

i should've disbelieve~

in fairytales~

in fantasies~

Now~

the death is me~

he made me bleed,

he killed my deed,

he took my need,

today~

I've decIded~

I was diseased~

i was deceived~

I'll put my heart to its bier~

cause In whets called love~

i no more believe!



The end

8\6\05

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i told you i was stupid... i

i told you i was stupid... i didnt see


a Damaged crazy soul