Hate

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Hate pain and lust is all i see on the cold Friday night
all i feel and smell to see him with her to hear her voice
to see him with her i feel like im a shadow in this world
and then i come in to view when he is near when im in
his arms i feel like a person but all i feel is hate for the
pain i want to feel physical pain i feel numb and i hate
it that is not feeling it. he is the only one now who can
put me back who can save me from the dark who can be
with me in this world and keep me safe and pain free and
he doesn't understand that he is mi whole world and i love
him he doesn't need her and he doesn't love her its me in his
life to be her in the present not the past the present and future

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