frequency of illusion

Array of doubt

admist the botanical garden

Signing off from my house

Signing off from my warden

What is my orgin

Will an answer come

No, it never does

I will cry myself asleep tonight

I will sleep without love

On both sides stand two walls

Walking alone 

Unaware that it is a maze

They say it's so simple

I'm gassed from my brain

Peaking from over a summit

The shadows cast against the rocks

it is for me it seems

The thought crosses as I fall

I want your love, your guidance, your hope

They say it's me but I don't know

My only option is to go and die

To be alone and no more cry

A eulogy for blood still warm

If I don't try the pain won't swarm

Listen to me for no one else will

Don't you see I am lost

I have no will


From disgust of  symptoms

My lust and it's intentions

Where is my recognition

I'm clumsy and itching

Woah

...

False alarm, I thought I was free

Still sitting here, still in a dream

Beliefs are so cruel

I'm as if in a duel

Two spirits battle within

It's not even real


I search for some light, I search, I search

I clench, I perk

There's nothing to be found

Insanity rebounds

Won't any motivation come to arrive

Even to eat, I no longer strive

I write many letters as if to say goodbye

Soon I believe, that it will be tme



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this poem leaves with a very

this poem leaves with a very eerie feeling, as if the writer is feeling completely powerless in the face of something overwhelming...perhaps even tragedy of some kind. The small print is a fantastic addition, as it enhances the overall feeling of being very small in the midst of this overpowering trial of life. good work, mardigan.

 

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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "