From the gutter it leaks

From inside the window does outsides play appear to me

Obscured from rain that leaks from the gutters

The gutters...Accumulated filth

 

Autonomy is the dictator of this sad living

Mirages are my master

love my craving....Love... has been limited 

Therefore it is gone, for beliefs draw over my eyes 

Such as the drapes to the window I pull

The outside play seems as if it provides little assistance 

Only solitude in which I wither inside

Is there hope somewhere in this hell that may someday provide

But that hope is gone, it's nothing but ice

I sit now as a stump from a once prosperous tree

Just stump with no action and no sense of living

 

Oh how many self-judgemental thoughts come in front of these eyes

as if shadowing any light that I refuse to let in sight

Synapses frailed and I move in resistance

There's little to be said for one who is encrypted

Especially when the programmer can't even depict it.

 

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