good bye

Unto the haze...

the haze of my lifeless soul

tampered by seclusion unto the

essiential years...

I leave...

I laugh and smile...

beliving that my dreams

would come true...



Hoping for my soul retaliate...

I leave again...

unto a familiar, yet changed world...



I continue to laugh...

I continue to smile...

untill the truth clashes...



I awake....

this world...

this life...

I thought I was ready...

I thought I knew...



as the sheltered child I

remain...

disapointment emerges from the

boiled anger of the ones I love...



I try....

I shout...



for the ones to love...

as you drip through my veins...



remember...

I tried...

yet I continue to fail...



peace...

unto my life is forbidden...



my happiness, my love,

my choices....



No more can I stand to withold

these words...

Hoping for some understanding...



always disapointments...

always discouragements...

I try to improve...

I try to understand...

I try to appreciate...



Nothing more but the anger and

hate against me...



how many times will

I ask myself why?



how many times will I cry?



anymore to emerge unto my

chamber of pain?

no more...

darkness...as the candles

burn lower...

remember the words upon the shores

of what things used to be...






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