A Background Chirp In Your Heaven

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will i be more 

than a background chirp in your heaven?

will i be more 

than an occasional thought in your forever?

am i only 

to be an extra,

a cameo in your timeless classic?

spellcasted

to be a wallflower

soul.

 

cause unclear, i've never made it

and you know i never will cause

i would take that role,

without question,

though I feel so small -

having sensed no soulmate,

most of my eternity.

 

so here i am, there i was,

will evermore i always live on?

set to wander 

between the pages

of the ones whose photos

fill all of my album's 

tiniest spaces.

 

my soul's landscape

is a windblown ghost town

littered with thoughts of hearts -

what do i mean to you?,

what does that mean for me?

show me 

what does it mean,

having marched into this 

shelter-stripping gust

from eternity?

 

here memories

and emotional links

blow around me like tumble weeds,

and from your lush, deserving,

ridge-protected oasis

can you hear a distant bird singing

a longing,

unchained,

melody?

can you see a sparrow dust-laden

beyond your sunbirds?

painted buntings?

flamingos?

 

will i be more 

than a background chirp in your heaven?

will i be more 

than an occasional thought in your forever?

am i only 

to be an extra,

a cameo in your timeless classic?

a dot in a cyclical migration?

i will be what's expected,

but will i be more 

than a background chirp in your heaven?

 

spellcasted,

as the song goes:

another brick in the wall

i'll be such shelter,

if you need it -

that one where you rarely have to go,

though i need more.

 

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