Changes..

nobody get's me

nobody ever will

i don't want them

to ever know the true me

i just wanna b left alone

i don't wanna b talked to

i don't wanna be the bitch

why does alcohol always hafta get involved?

first dad..now you..what the hell's your problem..u know i despise it

u yell and bitch and embarrass me..but yet you're the one with the disease

i cry when u come in my room,drunken and bitchy.i don't understand why u do this to me

i can't face you,i can't face the alcohol.if you knew what was good for me,you'd stop.

you say you have my best interest at heart..then why does my heart break everytime i think about you

we were so happy when i was young..then everything began to mess up,was it me?am i the big mistake

this family doesn't need me..or i don't need them..i don't know which it is.

i can't change myself,I am who i am.just like you can't change who you are,because you are who you are.

I'll never get why,no matter how much i have cried,and you as well..you still go out and drink with your friends,i know it's "socially"..but it really doesn't matter..what's so good about it?it distorts you..it makes you mean,and in my terms..makes your children want to hide from you.

i am who i am,don't try to change me.

you are who you are

just change your habits.

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