Ever since I can remember
I envision my dad a drunk
out all night
sleeping all day
when he was awake and sober
he was a bastard..
he still is
18 years I've been alive..
you spend only 6 in my life..[kinda]
never called
or stopped by
Why did you do this to me?
was this all done intentionally?
did you mean what you said;
when you said I was worthless?
It's funny..how you and mom think alike
I've spent so many years hating you
that it all sounds so silly now
though in my heart,I still yearn for the life I'll never have
a life with a family..
does the alcohol make it better?
That's all you ever do..
You need help daddy,
You're sick...
You just won't admit it..
until you do,
have another drink for the soul..