Thrown away
Pushed aside
Lost within
My deep dark mind
Drowning in
The big black hole
That used to be my soul
Reaching out
For a hand to hold
But fiind no one
As usual
Retreat back
Within myself
Just to find myself
Among the chaos again
Fall asleep
Just to wake again
And find myself
Falling, falling,
Falling
In a hole
Never ending
As for the end
I seem to be
Forever praying
But it never comes
As each day
I am more and more
Surrounded
Bu a madness
I just can't
Seem to keep at bay
The days blur away
As they turn to weeks
I barely see
Have to break out of this
Get myself free
I was made for
More than this
No this cannot be
The end of me
Have to keep fighting
Rise up and fight
So that one day
Some day
The light of hope
I will see once more
And remember
What in the first place
I was fighting for