I don't want to hurt any more,

I don't want to cry.

I can't let you go,

I don't want to say goodbye.

I want to be strong,

But I can't find the strength.

I dont feel like giving in,

But I am to tired to fight.

The light that used to shine so bright,

Grows dimmer every day.

I hated the darkness,

But I can't make it go away.

I know I need to move on,

But I can't get used to life with you gone.

I hate that things are not the same.

Why do I feel all this pain?

I am not happy, I can't live life this way,

I know I need to set you free,

But if I do what will be left of me?

I feel my way of moving on,

Is keeping your memory alive and strong.

Why can't people see,

I let you live through me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i was very depressed after my son died, so i set down to write and this was how i felt.

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