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I wish I could have been reason enough for you to stay,  
I wish you never made up your mind to go away.
I wish I could have known you had this in mind,
I never know that you felt like it was time.
I wish you could have told me why,
I wish you told me goodbye. 
I wish you could see our kids today,
I wish they could have been the reason you chose to stay.
I wish I could know what you were thinking that day,
Did you stop to think about the kids and me?
How was I to know you were unhappy? 
While you was waiting for you life to be done did you think about our daughter or or son? 
I wish you knew,
How much we still need you.
I wish I knew what you were thinking as you took you last breath, 
I wish I knew why you left.
I wish I could justify why you made the choices you made that day,
I wish you knew how mad I was that you chose not to stay.
I wish it did not hurt so bad,
I wish you would have told me you were so sad.
I wish I still had you,
And I know are kids to too.
I wish for you to find the peace in death you could not find in life,
I wish you knew how proud I am that I am your wife.