Never

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2005 poems

Rape me, rip me, suffocate my youth

Steal away my innocence

Dilute, degrade my truth.

Mutilate my organs, tear them into shreds.



Fighting for my life

Running from the knife.

Trapped in a box

Chained tight with locks.



Every time you speak

You hurt me with your words of hate.

Every time you speak

I die a little inside.



Then I hear you laugh and see your face

This image I cannot erase.

So I just cry

And cry some more.

Until I care about you no more.



Welcome to my world.

Sanctuary of darkness, home of evil.

The cold, dark water calls me.

I cant ignore it.



I fade into black

This is my world.

My happiness is sucked by the monster

The one who abolishes peace.



His vile breath reeks of death

No one can save me.

The agony he brings

My heart sings to be torn out.



Its my blood on his hands

How divine.

He whispers each time

You are mine.



I control your destiny

And it happens again.

Left alone in this dismal place

Forgotten by the ones I thought cared.



Not knowing whats to become of my insignificant soul

Fearing I might never recover from this state.

Each day that passes another prayer of hope gets diminished

Fear traps me in the world of loneliness and hate.



Pleasure gets buried in this world of misery

And life filled with joy has been forgotten and lost.

The pain is deep

No blood, no tears where it hurts is deep inside.



Where small children cry out every night

To be loved by their mommys and daddys.

To keep them safe and tuck them in all snug and tight

Theyre supposed to do whats right.



They say theres nothing to fear but fear itself

But we all know thats not true.

No child should have to fear their parents

No child should have to stay awake at night crying

Wondering if daddy is going to come in or not.



You betrayed my mind, my body and my soul

You stole my life when I didnt think the word “no” existed.

Any idiot like you can be a sperm donor,

But youll never be my father.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

no idea what i was thinking there.. *shrugs* :(

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