emotionless

Sometimes I get this feeling that I'm emotionless,

that I'm an outsider in a big world

I'm just an observer looking through empty eyes

I often feel helpless

The lies aren't comforting,

but the truth is even less so

I see only pain and I hear only crying

whatever I touch dissolves into dust

and I taste the bitterness that life has dealt me,

the smell of defeat engulfs me

that is how I know I'm alive.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I think I was one my period at that time lol...I was being overly dramatic. I wrote this a few years ago.

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