no name

my emotions run rampant
i dont know which way is coming or going
all i want to do is scream and cry
and rant and rave
and yet all i see is you
and how i feel somehow doesnt seem to matter
in the grand scheme of life.

everyday i see you slipping further and further
away from me and our life
and i wonder how in the hell
i am suppose to do this
how am i suppose to go on when something
happens toyou.

you have been my life for a very short time
but a time none the less
and i miss those days and nights
when we could lay by each others side and feel the love we share.

i know its still there somewhere
i just wish i could find it once again
its lonely oh so lonely going through this.

i love you and wish i could bring you back to me and what we use to be.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem was written as a way for me to allow me to let my emotions out. My husband has recently become bed ridden and terminally ill so i need to let out what i was feeling.

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