Cold and Fear

It's cold outside, Even though it is 85

I feel cold, oh so cold like I am dying

I feel like you have left, even though you are lying beside me

I feel a gap, growing between us

Like you are leaving and I can do nothing to stop you

I feel a bridge, but I can not see the end or the beging of it

Why ? I ask this, but no one answers

You do not talk to me.

You keep it all inside

I want to love you, I want you to love me [frown]

I feel lonely, Even though you are sitting beside me and I know I am not alone, but i just feel it

Feel my heart breaking again, cause I have scwerd up,and have no idea how to fix it [crying]

You feel gone, even though i see you daily

you do not speak, do not touch me, do not even look at me

It feels oh so cold, like the death of winter is coming on and I can not run from it.

Why do I feel this way? I ask this every day, and no one will answer me.. Scream it somedays, and feel even more coldness coming on.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This i worte in a deperssed state of mind

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