Until We Meet Again....(Dedicated To My Older Sister)

Aside From Our Mother

You Were My Love In Life

As I Look Back Laughing

Remember

The Battles We Had With

GI-Joe, Wrestling Men & Transformers

Are The Toys We Played With

Before Mom Had Our Little Brother



Remember

Playing She-Ra & He-Man

Running Around The House Fighting

Skeletor &  Other Imaginary Foes

As You Let Me Be Cheetara

Whenever We Played

Thunder,

Thunder,

Thunder Cats… HOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!



Remember

Playing General Hospital

And All My Children

With Our Barbie's…..

When We Grew Tired Of That

We Played School & Dress Up

With Our Beloved

Cabbage Patch Kids



Remember

Our Scrapped Up Knees,

And Endless

Lay Down On The Bed "Kick Fights"

Singing Along To

Punky Brewster

Care Bares

Alvin & The Chipmunks

The Jefferson's &

GOOD TIMES!!!

As We Rushed Home From School To Watch

Woody Wood Pecker,

Different Strokes And

The Facts Of Life



Remember

Whenever Mom Told Us

We Were Going To A Party

We'd Sit By The Radio

Recording All The Songs We Liked

We Would Practice In Our Room For Hours

Making Up Dances

Was The Joy

We Lived By



Abruptly

All The Above Went Away

When I Was in The 5th Grade

You Left Me

You Were My First Heartache



Every time I Played A Game

Watched TV, Danced

Or Listened To The Radio

You Were No Longer Beside Me….



Now When I Played

Thundercats

I No Longer Heard

Your Echoed

Hooooooooo's

Without You

I  Felt Out Of Place,

I Didn't Know Where

I Belonged



If I Saw You Today

There Aren't Any Words

That Can Describe How I'd Feel

As I'd Take The Chance

To Unmask My Pain

And Reveal Everything

I Would Never Verbalize

I'd Always Yield



I Tried

But Could Never Apologize,

Whenever I Saw You

Inwardly My Pain

Confused You As

"Leaving Me"



When In Reality

You Were A Child

Who Believed

The Mockery Of A "Fathers" Words

As They Shattered

Your Adolescent Heart

Causing The Rift Between Us….

Forever Scarred



So Many Years

Have Passed Us  By

So Many Things

We've Never Gotten To do

As I Remember

You Were My Goddess

I Wanted To Walk, Talk, Dress

And Be Like Everything

That Embodied You



It Took Me Having My Son

To Understand

Searching For Certain "Why's?"

Is Wasted Time

People Are Who They Chose To Be

Until The Day Of Their Demise

As A Mother

I Cannot Fathom

Nor Am I Able To Rationalize

Why A Father Chooses Not To Partake

In Their Child's Life

As They May, One Day

Come Along With Empty Promises

Causing An Innocent Child

Irreversible Strife



But Don't Worry

My Dear Sister

If We're Ever Together

And  Come Across

The Bastard

We Can Poke Out

His Mother Fucking Eyes..

What!!!!

You Know I Had To Throw In Some

"LaToya" Humor…

It Just Wouldn't Be Right ;-)



Even If

That Didn't Make You Laugh

This Is My Attempt

To Apologize

As I Patiently Await The Day

To See You

I Truly Wish

I Knew When…..





"NOTHING BUT DEATH CAN KEEP ME FROM IT"



"The Color Purple's" -Nettie & Celie





I Love You



Until We Meet Again……


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Took Me 17 Years To Write This... May I One Day Read It To My Older Sister In Person

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