What Decision Should I Make

Faced upon a problem

What decision should I make

Came upon a crossroad

What path should I take

Not knowing what to choose

Even if I win

In a way I will lose

Fighting this battle

Defeated by life

Thrown upon darkness

Rejected by the light

As I try to make amends

Confusion upon illusions

Acceptance of the damned

Comes thee arrival

Against my time

Lost all meaning

Taking away what’s mine

Captured in a whirlpool

Of indecision and lies

Still searching for truth

Stained by lies

Desperate measures

Exist in my despair

Lonely shadows

Emerge with my tears

Deprived by my mind

Envisioned a lonely slumber

As I search through the mysteries

And all its wonders

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem was written in 1998

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