From The Core of My Heart

From the core of my Heart

I sit alone in the middle of nowhere trying to figure out my true feelings.
I look at the world around me, wondering if I have a meaning.
Trying to understand my thoughts and what I feel.
All this anger I have inside of me, to other people, it doesn't seem real.
But to me, it is as real as the blood that flows through my vains.
It's as real as the tears I've cried from all the pain.
It's as real as the big blue open sea.
It's as real as reality inside of me.
But that's not all that comes from the core of my heart.
There's much more. so many other parts.
Most people don't get to see that part me, the inside vision.
And trying to see it, is more than work, it's a mission.
From the core of my heart there's so many hurts and pains.
There's a dark space with a black cloud where it only rains.
But behind that cloud is a sun that is warm and bright.
It shines like an undescribable light.
From the core of my heart there's lightening and thunder.
There's a girl who hides underneath all of my covers.
From the core of my heart there are better days,
but there's also feelings that won't ever go away.
From the core of my heart I show how I truly feel,
but you can't see it because the outside of my heart hides the core by covering it with steal.

By: Twylla Medina