YOU HAD ME

You had me in so many ways that no one else could and never will again.
You had me thinking that we were truly friends.
You had my heart and my soul.
In my darkest hour you always knew how to take control.
You had me when you placed that first kiss that sent sparks throughout my entire body.
I felt something for you that I thought I couldn’t ever feel for anybody.
People say that once you love someone, you’ll never stop loving them.
I have to agree with that because it’s a feeling that has left me condemned.
Condemned with a feeling that won’t ever leave my heart.
A feeling of love that won’t ever stop but it also tears me apart.
I lay down sometimes thinking of you and the times we shared together.
I think of how I use to feel like it would last forever.
But it didn’t otherwise I’d be in your arms
feeling safe, comfort and calm.
So maybe you didn’t know what you had until I was gone
and out the door.
I didn’t have much of a choice even though it was YOU who I adored.
I can’t say that I’m completely innocent and I haven’t done my dirt.
But in the end, I was the only one who got hurt.
You had me at one point in time where you could've had anything from me without me asking you why.
But you hurt me to the point where songs that remind me of you makes me cry.
I don’t know if I could ever give myself to you all over again.
Only because you took a part of me when our relationship had met its end.
You had me blinded and I didn’t have a clue.
So now when I think about it,
You had me but did I really have you.

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