Always the battle never the war

 
 
My soul melts into oblivion when he looks in my eyes, a deep rich warmth spreading through my entire being.
Liquid light emanating from every possible fibre, wrapping around us like tendrils.
His voice smooth and dark, like music pours into my ears.
Turning my heart and melting the frozen barrier I once put up.
Alas in vain my walls try to remain sturdy but crumble under the sheer weight of his magnificence.
 
Never to forget the phenomenal change in my being, he has rendered me insignificant in his power. So strong but not unwanted.
I used to walk through my life full of fear and turmoil, every day a struggle in the battle of my existence.
But through the current war he wraps around me like un-breakable armour, nothing can harm me and none shall break through.
His arms become strong pillars of hope, warmth, and home. His love shines so bright lighting even the darkest corners of my mind.
 
A once insignificant plane of existence, bleak and motionless. Desolate and grey has become an endless path of new, exiting and terrifying wonder.
 
Dare I breathe in this dream for fear of you dissipating like wisps of smoke, afraid for my fingertips. Afraid. When I sleep and awaken they may never touch your skin again, afraid for my lips to never embrace your kiss again and my eyes to take their last graceful look. 
Afraid to become deaf in never hearing your voice.
 
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