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Afraid of Me (My version)
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Im so
Hidden and your never gonna see
Im cold
Forgiven though because of my beliefs
Im no
Body that you ever wanna be
‘Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
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Im saddened by everything that I go through
I don’t know how to put up with shit.
People backstab me
Betray me
Forget me
No longer love me
And turn their backs on me and it saddens me
It angers me, sometimes I wanna kill everyone I see
But something stops me, something says to hold on a little longer
But the voice is fading off somewhere just like everyone else
I don’t know how long I can keep this up
Lying to myself saying im alright
But im alone and no one cares
The computer screen is all that stares
Given me attention I crave
Feeling a little like home in my cell for a room
Staying in it from noon to too soon
I think im having a nervous breakdown
Hearing every voice and sound
Never knowing what to do
I think im just gonna die soon
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Im so
Hidden and your never gonna see
Im cold
Forgiven though because of my beliefs
Im no
Body that you ever wanna be
‘Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
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I can’t believe that made this far
Crying to myself and kissing all my scars
I didn’t think I was so strong enough
To handle all this shit
To be able to survive as long as this
But it all resists
And now it seems its all fading away
This whole time I’ve been living is seems its all lead estrange
And to ever inspire someone like me
It only involves so few that believe
That I will be ok with time
But I wouldn’t put a bet on that with one dime
But you should all continue with your life
Because I think im running out of mine
I don’t want to take up your hours
Trying to comfort me while im feeling sour
It just aint right to do this to you
Just say a prayer for me and maybe ill get better
Or maybe worse, maybe you will just curse me instead
But don’t waste your time im already dead
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Im so
Hidden and your never gonna see
Im cold
Forgiven though because of my beliefs
Im no
Body that you ever wanna be
‘Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
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Look into my eyes, and envision all pain inside of my life
You could never understand
How I became so twisted
Became so deranged
Ill never be myself again I’ve become so insane
All I ever do is sit at home
I never go out and experience life, im just so alone
It cracks my dome
Sucks out my air and leaves me suffocating
And see your pointing finger blaming
Its all my fault
All I ever wanted was to be able to walk
And never need any help again, but instead im like chalk
I draw a plan for myself to let others know how to help
And maybe they will one day and it will all be ok
But who am I kidding?
Im not anything anyone would ever help
Because all I always end up crying by myself
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Im so
Hidden and your never gonna see
Im cold
Forgiven though because of my beliefs
Im no
Body that you ever wanna be
‘Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
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