is this my fault (dope)

Is this my fault?
My heart feels all the pain
as my life comes to a halt,
as all the hurt, how am I still sain?

Your actions kill my hope,
and my trust in all.
I hold on to the rope,
that will eventually snap and make me fall.

Without you here,
I cannot live a day without having the thought.
My whole life is filled with fear,
of us becoming a wrought.

Deeply disappointed in myself
Knowing I could of stopped you
Wishing I knew what you did to yourself
Wishing I could have been with you and your crew

Not to join
But to help say what we could do
You might as well flipped a coin
That decided the one person that is who

Please take a second to listen
To my words of hope
To help us glisten
Above any dope......

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