what matters most to me

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Family

friends

lives

feelings

dreams

meaningful moments

This list shows u what i care about the most !

lets start at the bottom talking about meaningful moments

i remember french toast.

Hide and seek, laying in the grass, looking at clouds in the sky, dreaming of what they form as they float past.

Those were just a few theres lots and lots more in my life, even bad moments can be meaningful when thinking about cutting myself with a knife.

Now dreams, my dreams, your dreams, our dreams.

dreams! dreams ! dreams ! oh how i love to dance with you on a cloud forever or so it seems. But OH ! why why why do we have to wake up ! i hate school i just want to sleep and dream like a fool and smile and be happy and love you in my dreams because there we can do anything, no rules in this show or anybody watching us on tv screens.

Dreadful oh dreadful feelings and yet without we'd be nothing more then stone. My feelings always rush when i talk to friends and my girl on the phone. My feelings are usually sad and depressed with what i go through and do u know why ? maybe its because of my dad getting mad and saying ill be nothing more then a bum on the street, atleast theres always sadness to get lost in or life in which i get high. High on lifes the way to go so happy and blissful,yay go me, Whoa !

im living and your living that must mean that we have lives ? or does it mean were all just dead and living in a big graveyard hive ? i mean think of it all these windows and doors, but im not yellow like a bee its so strange i cannot see or fly as life goes by and this is fun so lets go hun and keep on rhymeing and stop all timing then dance on a cloud out in space tickling the cosmic laughing face while wearing jewels of radiant stars all covered in tiny cars with little people honking horns, babys in back crying, prolly newborns but lets stop and move right on although this is fun its getting sorta dum.

MY FRIENDS OH MY GOSH LIKE TOTALLY AWESOME !!!!!! SO LETS START BY NAMING SOME ! CMON ITS FUN SO DANCE ALONG !!!! I was talking on the phone with ashley and her high voice made me almost go deaf with that tone but hey it was fun cuz i said its one of those days when you just gotta grab your own butt and she started laughing she such a sweet little barbie nut !!!! lol barbie nut !!! what a funny rhyme she'll get a kick out of that if she ever reads this in time !!! Then theres jewel who makes me act like a fool and shes so cool and i grabbed her butt ya im also a nut but i fell back with her in some snow and i thought you might like to know she put some in my pants and i did a funny dance but then my butt was cold and this is getting old so ill just stop and tell you the rest of my friends are also so wickedly cool that we laugh at stupid words and act like we could win any duel. no seriously i always win *wink*

Last but not least my disfunctional family who i hardly do anything with but this is the last subject so finally. Ya my family is cool although sometimes id rather live at school.... NOT !!!! I like my friends familys that treat me like part, thank you all from the bottom of my heart ! your all so fun, but u do stink ! atleast when u fart.... ok cmon you know that was funny, just like getting naked and having midgets dip u in a river of honey .... wait that goes back to us being bees holy shit this is weird its good the ending is near, oh please dont fear ill write again, but for now its here.....or here... or maybe here......