scary acceptance of not having you

Folder: 
Missing

its been a while since we've seen each other

i am growing impatient

i am missing you more

with

each passing moment

we haven't been able to have

a decent conversation

and

the suspense of the day

i get to spend time

with you

is getting to be a regular

annoyance

i've been thinking that our

love

the love that we took so long

went through so much

to savor

and i wonder if its strong

enough

to get through these tough times

without you

i feel so empty

and i can't imagine my life

without you

in

it

so...

sue me

if i can't accept the fact that i may  

not have you anymore

  get mad with me

if i love you too much

to let you go

thoughts of not being with you

is the scariest thing to me in the world

i need you

i need to have you in my life



its been a while since we've seen each other

i am missing you more

    with each

                    passing

                                   moment...


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