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this summer was supposed to be fucked up late nights

a loud life

destruction speed and drama



but what came to me was not quite high school        you know



i am sad today, wishing i still felt alive

from taking the night

but i don't



i am alone with this summer

instead of sweet death in the form of boys and beer

i got truth

i got best friends

i got boys and beer that aren't death anymore



my first love came back and apologized for making me cry

for being a dick and not knowing what to say

he came back

and it was sweet

and now its all over, him and me, were nothing now

squeezing the past out of my skin like sweat

to evaporate



and i broke someones heart

i broke someones heart and ill never be the same

i can't apologize

i can only walk on



i know i can breathe now

for the first time in my life i'm not in love

not with a memory, not with a man

i am alone

in the sun

in summer

it will be awhile before i fall again



19 years

and nothing matters