Feeling Undone

sadness welling up from deep inside

a fount of hurt as yet untapped

death is looming ever closer

no one hears the silent cries

no one knows just how deep this goes

no one cares enough to see the lies

the one person i care about the most in this world

seems to care less for me, and more for others

spurned from the affection i so crave

roughly thrown aside like unwanted trash

maybe that's all i am, something to use and then dispose of

a heavy heart beats in my chest

a lonly soul cries out for attention

none cares enough to see past the lies

none can see the pain in my eyes

none can hear the silent cries

no one listens, no one can tell

that somehow i've ended up in hell

vicious words coated with sugar

smart remarks held back by morals

deadly shapes form in my brain

make me wonder if i'm insane

heartfelt words get no response

anger swelling beneath this breast

uncontrolable rage focused on none

untested depths of the darkest desires

no one pays heed to the silent one

no one takes into account the pain i've felt

no one cares enough to see past the lies

no on hears these silent cries

no one see's the pain swimming behind these eyes

no one believes the worst of me

comfort had in the sharp embrace

crimson tinged thoughts hide behind this face

death is hiding in every line

death is biding his immortal time

death is patient he waits for me

death will have me, eventually.....

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