Disappointment

you are all I can think

you're on my mind every time I blink

you are my every thought

my every moment seems to be wrought

with feelings for you that just wont fade

I wish this love would go away

you filled me up, then tore me down

what you give comes back around

one day you might feel my pain

one day you might have this acid rain

that eats away at your soul

this pain will soon take its toll

and then I hope I wont have to take

all this crap you send and all this shit you make

you don't even seem to notice me

its almost like you refuse to see

my love for you still runs so deep

I write these poems when I cant sleep

while your with him and sleeping well

I looked at you and deeper I fell into my own little hell

I love you I know that now

my love for you is now a crown of thorns upon my brow

I know I love you now

and I know you just don't know how

to show just how you feel

to show that your really real

and not just another fake

and take as much as you can take

while your mind is torn apart

you try to show all your lovely art

and not the monster that lurks inside

you pull away and reveal the lie

your inner mind is all confused

to match the people that you've used

you start to rot, from within

it starts to show just under the skin

I cant believe you didn't know

I cant believe your blood can't flow

you're lying there just oh so still

you try to think, but instead you kill

all the feelings you tried to bring

to the surface, you feel the sting

of all the feelings, no longer there

and of the whole you become aware.

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