Emo Shit and Fucked-up Lines

Shit, I hate feeling like this

You make me so sick

Tired of waking

Tired of thinking

Tired of 7:30 AM

Kill the alarm

Time to do some harm

I'm out on my own

And now I'm out of control



Jealousy was never such a stupid thing

As when I see you staring back at him

I know I made mistakes again

Will you look back at me

Like you did back when



We mattered....but we don't matter no more



Fuck, I hate feeling like this

You do make me sick

Tired of breathing

Tired of seeing

Tired of not making sense

Close shut my mouth

Turn on the alarm

I'm lost on my own

Now I look for control



Jealousy was never such a stupid thing

As when I see you talking back to him

I know I said wrong words again

Will you talk back to me

Like you did back when



We mattered....but we don't matter no more

We don't matter no more!



I gave up all my late night stories

All my little lullabies

Emo shit and fucked-up lines

Sick of singing and writing lies



When can we go back...

To a time where we mattered?

But we don't matter no more

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this with one specific person in mind...not saying who...but I wanna make it into a song...and I think I will.

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