I Wrote This One For You (Part 6)

What happened to the girl

The one I used to know a year ago

The one with those brilliant eyes

The ones that light up the skies

They shine for miles

Give hope and smiles

Where are you?



Yea, you grew up

So did I, it really is no surprise

But I look at the picture taken there that day



The one I begged you for before you went in the door

With your eyes that say 'I am so in love with you'

What can I do...but sit here...and wait for you



I know you have another life with friends to hug

Lovers to love, but where do I fall into this equasion?

Do I fall with the lovers or the haters?

The friends or the enemies...?

But do you want to know what you mean to me?



Try looking deep into my eyes again

Take that picture, hold it close

You'll know I am slash was still so in love with you

See my gleaming eyes

My crying eyes, crying on the inside...

Much like they are doing now



That "smile" wasn't for the day...

Rather for that exact time and place

Where I knew it was time for "Goodbye"

I cried on the way home

I felt so alone, I wanted to turn around again



I had thoughts of you running through my head

The scent of you still lingered in my bed

When I fell asleep for the last time...that night



Don't try to fight it...

It's not worth the hearts breaking

It's not worth it to me anymore

I want you again, but I don't know how to open up the door



I want to drive to you

Pick you up, give you a hug

Let you know that I'm still here for you

I want you to know

I hate the "Goodbyes"

They make me cry

Close your eyes

Let's think about "Hello"

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Every time I wonder upon your things, I get this feeling that it's not really over.  I get defensive over anyone else touching or moving your things at all...I think that must mean something...I didn't even want to pack your things because they have become so sacred to me...but they will follow wherever  I go

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