I Guess "Friends" Is Out Of The Question

Just go on ahead now

Walk on by

Shead a tear or two now

Go on and cry

Appearently this wasn't mean to be

You and me

Two different people

With a lack of control



Why bring me down when

All I want to do is say Hi to you

Why ignore the sound

When the thumping of my heart attack is too unbearable to you

Why make me call you up

When we know we want to hang out again

I am moving in just a few weeks

And you don't have the guts to follow through



I'm so sick of you...

Or maybe not



Just pick up the phone now

Speed dial 2

I want nothing more

Than to make things right with you

One a few more days to make amends

You and I could still be friends

Come one, work with me...

This isn't the end



Why bring me down when

All I want to do is say Hi to you

Why ignore the sound

When the thumping of my heart attack is too unbearable to you

Why make me call you up

When we know we want to hang out again

I am moving in just a few weeks

And you don't have the guts to follow through



I'm in trouble now

Falling deep in the sand

I need some help

Won't you just reach out your hand?

I know that I hurt you by never saying a word

But what's there to say when all I hear is sobbing...

This is all insanely absurbd



I was wrong...

To let you down...

I'm in sinking sand...

Just let me drown

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I didn't follow through on a few things I said I would...so now that we don't even talk or look at eachother anymore...I suppose friendship is out of the question...and out of hope

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Alexa Rae's picture

You are so good with phrasing and stuff.
<3<3..

"When the thumping of my heart attack is too unbearable to you.."

I can totally feel your feelings in my own heart. It's kinda like the movie Shindlers List (but less extreme)..Its a wonderful movie..but one i dont really want to see again, cuz it gets to you.

:)Here for ya always
Lex