If I did everything that I said I would do

I lie, I'll admit it

I am a false hope

Not a fire burning bright

I make mistakes

I make the wrong moves

I ask for sins to come my way



If temptations are all that keep me down

I won't run away, I won't keep looking down



If I did everything that I said I would do

I would be nothing more than just a memory to you

I wouldn't exist

My life would be pointless

If I did everything that I said

I wouldn't still love you



I make up wrong lines

Just to pass time

I tell you what they mean

I just fake it

Sometimes shake it

Mix it up, do it all over again



I still am learning my lessons

I know now when to make promises

And when to break some hearts

I know evil lies within

But to you I'm just a friend

When will I ever get in?



If I did everything that I said I would do

I would be nothing more than just a memory to you

I wouldn't exist

My life would be pointless

If I did everything that I said

I wouldn't still love you



I lied to you again

I said I would never leave you, my friend

Now I still haven't left, and you are still the best

But you live so far away

What can I do today?



I am sorry for the promises that I ever broke

I never knew these situations would make you and I go up in smoke

I never understood a word you said

I just love you for you and thats all I ever heard



If I did everything that I said I would do

I would be nothing more than just a memory to you

I wouldn't exist

My life would be pointless

If I did everything that I said

I wouldn't still love you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one is written a little abstract.  I meant it to be a little confusing because I, myself, am a little confused too.  I just hope I stop making mistakes that make me fade away...

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