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Never Knowing Forever
Today I learned of great distress
Today I learned that life is one huge test
Today she faded away from me
Today she woke back up so cheerfully
I know not now-just what to think
It makes me sad it makes me glad
I want to cry and I want to die
All I want is what I cannot change
Confusing thoughts inside my head
Am I alive in your heart or am I dead?
Do I pulse through your thoughts all throughout the day
Or with the coma...do they fade away?
The innermind and heart are true
They both know exactly just what to do
And if you were to die right here today
Inside my heart you would forever stay
Each word you wrote, they made me think
Each phrase you said, it make me wonder
The silence I hear still rumbles through my head
I sometimes laugh I sometimes cry
I sometimes wonder what it would be like if you died
I hold your each and every gift so close
Your paintings and thoughts are what mean the most
They make me think of you each day
They make sure that for you I pray
I want something true right here, right now
I want something that will comfort me right now
I need someone that understands pain like this
I need someone that can know how to comfort this
I need someone that is true right now
I want someone who is you right now
Here is for knowing nothing about forever
Here is for never giving up about wanting something forever
i think about you too all the time. i've been through family deaths like this but im not a very good comforter. i'll be there for you no matter what tho. i've been expecting your calls...cuz i figure you would need me...maybe i should call you. maybe i just will. either way...i miss you too. i dont regret giving you anything i did. and i know we will be friends forever...thats one forever we can be sure of.