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"What was in her?"

At the age of 9, I was carry a life intil that life had went away by taking my daily poison every day. That daily poison was for something else to control that I alway had in the beginning of my life but, instead it also took another life. Then at the age of 25 I was in wicked pain that the pain was insane and causing me to loss many bags of blood that someone couldn't even toss that amount of blood. So, I went to go see someone to find out what the pain was that was driving me insane.They found a mass that was size of a shot glass thought to be cancer. As they took it out and test it to see what it was. It was that life that I lost at the age of 9. So, all that pain and all that scaring that was in me cause that life to stay inside me for all these years and never went away intil I was 25. Now I just have scaring inside me that it just make me think alot and say why me.

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At the age of 9 I was pregnant by my step-father intil my seizure medicine killed it but, never knew that I still had it still in me because the MD never follow-up on it. So, at the age of 25 I was in pain and when I went to the MD. They found it and called it a Stone Baby.

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last updated 11 October 2010 - 7:24pm
©6 March 2009 - 12:48am — jlf249
6 March 2009 - 3:12am — Ruth Lovejoy (not verified)
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I was shocked to read this piece and the fact that it took so long for the medical profession to discover this plus the fact you don't mention health problems in between. Can you tell what a stone baby is? I'm not familiar with this phrase. thanks..Pregnant at 9 I'm assuming you were raped and for that I'm deeply sorry that happened to you. ..