suicide letter

mama keep your head up

ill be watching u day and night

when im flying up above

just know that ill be alright.

to jerry whos miles away

you will never get that chance

now that i am gone forever

u fucked up any chance.

timmy i have always beleived in you

and everything u do

promise me youll be ok

until we meet again some day.

aunt charlotte u were so funny

and as cool as can be

so i wunna say goodbye to you

because this is the way it had to be.

trisha i know im suppose to be here till the end

and even though i wont be

youll always be my best friend.

nick i know youll be ok

and youll find the right girl some day

the funny thing is

she could have been me

but u didnt know that did you?

amber be the best

in everything u do

b cuz no matter if im here or not

ill be watching over you.

brittany i want u to be brave

and promise to stay strong

please dont give up

and keep holding on.

greg u never knew how much i loved you

but did u know how much pain u put me through?

im not leaving b cuz of you

im leaving b cuz its what i have to do.

to stop all the pain

and please dont blame urself

for i am the only one w/ shame

why couldnt i get over you?

even when i tried someone new it never worked out

cuz they always got compared to you.

granny u have a bigger heart than anyone i know

i wish i had your kind of strength

cuz if so i wouldnt choose to go.

tonia u have been like a best friend

we've becomse so close throughout the years

and i cant thankyou enough

for helping me when i cried so many tears.

ryan u were so funny

and always made me smile

ill be watching down on you

for a pretty long while.

nick once again- ur such a sweetheart

and all a girl could ever want

so when u meet that special girl

she better treat u well

and if she doesnt

i will make her life a living hell.

matt u never were quit easy

u were such a pain ill say

but know this

i could kick ur ass any day!

jon stay good

and make some girl really happy

im sorry though

she couldnt be me.

brad u make me worry

if youll be able to pull through

just think of it as a long vacation

both for me and you.

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joe's picture

Jessyka i got around to reading some of ur poems this was one i thought that was really good.You have always been a good writer so dont ever stop.love joe

Trisha's picture

Jessy~ I love the poem and you know your my best friend ever and if you ever took your own life i dont know what id do without you ~Love always~ Trish**

jagrspeed's picture

Very realistic. This girl seems like she has so many things to be thankful for and happy about. Why does she want to commit suicide?! I'm not sure that I will ever understand. If you have any insights please write me that would be nice of you =).

Robert C Millar's picture

Excellent