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Relapse
I just want to snort that first bump, I want to pour that first glass
Pop that pill so I don't feel, these demons on my ass
Taste the drip, feel the burn
Make the cut, pass it around and take my turn
Slice a piece of my own skin
Snort it, smoke it, injest it in
Take the pain and make it go away, just make it go
But then I hear my soft scream yell "No!"
Fuck the demons one and all
I'll prove them wrong because they expect my fall
They tear at me and cut me down
So I will take their high and mighty crown and bash it in the fucking ground
Their words may push me to the brink
But I will not find solace in that drink
I pray for healing and let my tears flow
I will stay strong and wait for my God to show
He will erase my sins and remove my stains
He will free me and break my chains
He will wash away my past with the rain
He will silence my pain,he will silence your pain
More than one way to cut
More than one way to cut yourself. Some people do it on the insides instead of under sleeves. Nice read. Thanks.
It is weird how the media
It is weird how the media twists anyone who does do "drugs" as hobo, meth addict, theiving scum, when sometimes it is the silence of our mind, the need of acceptance, the constant not fitting in that makes them appealing (back in the day for me). Anything that is not "the norm" or brainwashed tv junkies. Everyone has an addiction... some of them are labelled, some of them not. Whether it be weed, coke, food, alcohol, sex, spending, taking. Interesting read, got my mind stirring.