A moment of weakness.

This is for the saviors in which I once placed my life.

This is for the days when nothing mattered...

This is for the times in which I felt an indestructable high.

This is for those sweet words that left me flattered...



Im writing this for the dying moments in which I wasnt capable of breathing...

Im writing this because you once held me and gave me life again.

Im writing this for those times when I was bleeding...

Im writing this because you sewed up my wounds and helped me begin.





I love you for those times you smiled...

I love you for those times you cried...

I love you for those times you were wild...

I love you for those times you were tongue tied.



Im dying inside because you saved me...

Im dying inside because you've all walked away.

im dying inside because I have to be...

Im dying inside because you didnt stay.



I prayed for every moment I shared with you.

I prayed for people to love me like you did.

I prayed for the laughter, tears, and truth...

I prayed you wouldnt leave...but I feel like you did.



Where are the saviors in which i once placed my life.

What happened to the days when nothing mattered.

What of that indestructable high.

I hear no words...I dont feel cared about..does it really matter?



I miss you.... Not because I have to... but because i want to...

You saved me... From myself... and without all of you...

I feel lost.. I feel empty... I feel ripped apart...

But most of all... I dont feel alive anymore.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is about a group of friends that I lost.

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