Nothing More to Give

Today I found my heart.

I found it still in my chest.

Its been there from the start..

which is probably best.



I thought I had given it to you.

I figured you'd treasure it forever.

If that were true,

I'd still want us to be together.



But, I find that love isnt here.

I honestly dont think my heart feels it anymore.

So how about YOU "dont waste your tears"

Im walking out the fucking door.



When I used to look at you,

I knew you cared for me.

I wanted to believe it was true...

but that could never be.



Maybe Im a liar..

Maybe Im a fake.

But its your fault that im inspired..

to cause your heart to break.



Before I could've never hurt you.

I thought you loved me for me.

But when my clothes changed so did you.

My feelings changed drastically.



You screamed and put me down.

You made a huge mistake.

I no longer want you around.

Now I see its you thats fake.



You lied when you said my clothes made no difference.

You lied everytime you held me.

I loved you...yes...past tense.

But "yours" i will never be.



I'd like to scream in your face.

I'd love to hurt you as much as i can.

But I wont take your place.

Instead of kicking you down, i'll let you stand.



I hate losing you but i'd rather say "bye"

than listen to you yell about how pathetic I may be.

You've put me down...You've made me cry...

I have nothing more to give to thee.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is to someone that I loved...but unfortunately those feelings disappeared.  

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