THE WITHERED PETALS

I hold the withered petals

of my illusions

in my hand.

Then I throw them on the ground

and lift my foot

to trample upon them....

But I can't,

Because I can't be cruel,

Because it hurts,

Because it is painful....

So I pick up again the withered petals

of my illusions

To keep for the cruel, cynical woman

I would be in a few years

For the woman in a desolate place

Who, with a cruel and sinister laugh,

would fling away the withered petals

Among the debris

in disgust

with me, with herself, and the ways

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this poem when I was just about to finish my postgraduation. I was just beginning to come out of my depression. There suddenly seemed to be so much to unlearn. Now when I look back, I feel It just depends on how one looks at things. I still have the withered petals with me. I haven't thrown them away and I have so many more flowers in my garden of life.

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synonymtwist's picture

If your illusions are your dreams then I would say they held on to you, my dear! Sometimes one travels the entire distance of the earth to find themselves when really all they must do is turn around. Don't ever turn around again and you will find that your illusions will unfold from mystery into your God given destiny. Fear not death but life without God!

pudnsis1's picture

I still have my withered petals also. I just love this poem. It is a little bit of all of us. I pray day to day to stay up. This is why I held on so tightly to my petals. Linda