Confusion to the Point of Delusion

so confused

I fell so hard for u

but I heard so many lies

I didn’t know who to trust

I didnt believe anything u said

but im second guessing what I did

I hear new stories

And now I don’t trust the people I trusted before

And I don’t know why u left

I dont know why u ignore me

But I hate being in the dark

I just want u to come back

Come back to me

Pick up ur phone and explain it to me

I regret what I did

I regret what I said

I want u back

Im sorry I never trusted u

there is so much I wanna say to u

so much I wanna do with u

I don’t know why I care so much for u

But I do and I cant help it

Theres just that something about u

but u just block me out now

and that’s fine

cause I know u’ll be back

someday I will hear u again

someday I will see u again

but when

when will the day come that u will pick up the phone and call

when will I be yours

im dying here

im crying here

can it be now…can it be now

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