Tears and blood
Pooled softly
Before my feet
And I am constantly
In pain.
I strive each day
Like yesterday
Collecting memories
And waiting for life to end.
With the clash of my emotions
Hopeless false illusions
And images of confusion
I struggle for breath
And try to pray
To no one
And to everyone
As hard as I can
As I attempt to stand
But still I fall to my knees
Swallowed by shame.
I feel so helpless
And I'm so useless
And all that is left for me to do
Is beg
For you
To stop this rain.
Because
I am
No longer
Sane.
I know exactly how this feels. It sucks I know.
I'm actually feeling like this right now.
This is an excellent poem and I love it.