Spreading My Pain


I've had my moments, both good and bad.
I've made people happy, and some so very sad.
Many smiles I've seen, but caused so much sorrow.
And sadly, I will still do it tomorrow.

I'm consumed by self hatred and regret,
While I habitually try to forget;
The hurt and pain I have spread over these years.
Just to suppress my own fears.

All my life, constantly moving, never stopping to think.
Scared because I know I'm standing on the brink
Now I'm alone, just me and time
Experimenting with words that rhyme.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I don't really like this, but im trying to get back to writing, and this has been unfinished for a while.

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