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Be glad for what I had..
Just another dream
that leaves me confused
I thought I was over him,
so why this abuse?
My mind is uncertain
as is my heart
Instead of getting their opinions straight
they're being pierced by love darts
I don't know if I love him
I don't know if I don't
The only thing I do know is,
my heart and my mind don't agree and won't.
I wish I could forget him
but I fell in too deep.
It's hard to climb back out,
climb this hill that is too steep.
I wish I could stop thinking about him
I really wish I could
but he keeps haunting my dreams
when leave me alone he should.
He was the perfect one
My perfect boy
but ever since he changed
I've felt like I'm just a toy
I wish we could go back to the times
The times when we were one
The times when we loved each other
The times when it was fun.
No one could break us apart then
we were really in love
but during that one month...he changed
and we fit together no more like a glove
Everytime I see him though
Whether it be in my dreams or on the street
I'm reminded of us before
and stopping the tears becomes a difficult feat.
I wish we could just go back
turn back time and make it perfect again
but unfortunately we can't
there are no time machines, much to my disdain.
I took it all for granted before
Now I realize all I've lost
I wish I could change how things turned out
But I know that him, I've lost.
Now all I have left to do,
is think and be sad
about how it's all in past
and I should just try and be glad for what I had.
