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The Grades/Age Then  Comes The History



PRE-K-(who knows): I can remember back in Pre-K at St. James, this girl named Erica. She was pretty and blonde haired. And since she had my name with an A at the end it of it, I thought it was true love..heh



---------4 YEAR GAP----------



4-th grade (who knows): Leigh-Ann Reynolds, such a beautiful name and a beautiful face to match. Her skin was so soft and she was beautiful in every single way, I remember one time I was spending the night at a friends house for sleep over and we were telling truth or dare, my friend, Jimmy Barnes, told a story about how He and Leigh-Ann kissed how he said he  saw  her naked. of course, the next day the rumors spread, and every guy in class was called to the Principals office cept me, being the quiet one in class..Leigh-Ann of course was crying, and the girls and teacher were giving her support. Then she said  Im glad Eric isn't a jerk, he isn't like the other guys  then all the girls agreed and I just sat there coloring my picture, smiling and looking at Leigh-Ann.



---------HUGE 6 YEAR GAP----------



10th Grade/Age 16:  Kristina Beagle (tina), was there ever a more beautiful name in the world. She was a girl with such humor in her, everyone word I said made her laugh, she had a glorious smile, and her skin tone glowed with a pale beauty. Age 16, time to date girls, I asked Kristina out, she said yes. She was bringing her friends {I always bragged about how on my first date ever that I went out with 4 girls-[one girl was little, a girl brought her sister] }. I remember what I wore, My sweater with flames on the side and my tropical-looking bathing suit. My mom said that I might wanna wear something different but my older brother backed me up and said that s what the kids are wearing lol..i arrived late at the movie but oh well..We saw Shrek we did not hold hands, we did not kiss, we did not even write each other notes, very strange..about 1 month later, we broke up .of course I was heart broken but [MOMENTO] I still admire the name Tina or Kristina



10th Grade/Age 16Amy Smart : she recently broke up with her boyfriend and I guess was on the bounce back we saw Kung Pow together with Kristina and another girl..during the time we were going out I noticed she was talking to a guy named Chase, I experienced my first thing of jealously, I wanted to tell Chase to leave her alone and stuff I told myself, he is just a friend .Amy and I, we did not hold hands, we did not kiss, we did not even write each other notes .we broke up 3 days later, she said she wasn t ready to get back to a relationship, i saw her a couple of days later with chase lol guess my suspicions were true [MOMENTO] I remember her favorite song it was Blurry by Mud Puddle



10th-11th/ Age 16 {i believe} Amber Camphuysen  met in Utah, it was really weird cause I was at the Utah Library chatting at Mormon.org in the chat area looking for someone who was in orem, we chatted a while and then we found out that we were in the same library..Freaky, isn t it, she didn t believe me, but I whistled and she told me she heard it..we made plans to meet in the front of library later, I didn t have my contacts in so I couldn t see to well, the first 5 minutes passed by and I was getting mad that I missed her, but then I found her and we weren t out to a couple of movies and talked on the phone, nothing to big of a deal [MOMENTO] I wrote her phone # on the wall of my grandparents  house and it is still there..lol....||more to come on Amber later||



Grade 11/Age 17 : Paige is the next girl on my list, she was in 7th grade and I was in 11th grade, I THINK, she was at least 13 if not then 14, we didn t do anything, we met only 3 or 4 times at this place called 4-12, One time, we were there after a football game, this one girl and this guy named Clay were kissing and holding hands, and the girl asked when don t we hold hands, then after a while of bugging us, I just grabbed her hand and said  there, happy  and I held it .i held it .a few days later, she thought that her parents would get mad at her if they knew she was dating a 17 year old so we broke up [MOMENTO] she was the first girl I ever held hands with



Grade 12/Age 17 {this is gonna be a very detailed story, I wrote this in class as an assignment} Margaret Hill, didnt know her, didnt know much about her but here goes the story

It was cool day on November 15, 2002. I was inside getting ready to go see my friends play in their band. Their band name was Dover Drive. For the past few months, I have been seeing them play at a place called Java Jazz in Spring, Texas. Java Jazz is a Coffee Caf  where bands can play. I moved a pile of clothes that were covering the floor to find a clean shirt, After I was done picking what shirt I was gonna wear, I went downstairs to watch some cartoons.

It was about 5 o clock and I was just sitting there on the couch watching T.V.. The doorbell rang. I naturally assumed it was my brother s friends since they are always over here. But them my mother called me and said some was at the door for me. I was wondering, in my mind, who could it be? I got up and I saw a girl named Margaret Hill. She was the girl next door. It was weird to find her over here at my house, but she said she was bored and she wanted to go for a walk. So I said I would go with her, I had nothing else to do that day until the show started. I told my mom that I would be going for a walk. I shut the door as we walked off together.

As Margaret and I walked down the street, she told me about her day. She just yakked on and on, I was really shocked to see her talk so much. Usually at school, she is the quiet one. We went to the golf course behind the woods. I showed her some placed that I ve explored and then some places I haven t explored yet. As we walked, I saw a place where the water looked like gasoline had been in there since the water was all rainbow-like colors. So I reached in my pocket and pulled out some matches. I lit the match on a nearby rock and put it in the water. As usual, my plans don t work and the water just puts the match out. As one point in our walk, I turned around and said this is where I bring the children that I kill. Then I started to reach for her neck to strangle her. I didn t squeeze when my hands reached her neck but I did shake her. She started to pretend to be choking and we both ended up laughing. On our way home, I asked her if she wanted to go see this Banana Tree Garden thing that was growing in one neighbor s yard. She said yes, so we made our way over there. This garden place has at least ten tall trees. These huge plant-like trees looks more like over grown plants. Fortunately, they created a nice cool shade and the dead leaves on the ground provided a nice soft spot to sit. I rolled over to have a better position when I was listening to her talk about stuff. The subject came up about the show tonight. I said I was going and she said she was too. So we made arrangements for both of us to go together in my dad s car. We walked home talking about the show and previous shoes we have been to. I told her I would come by later, then my Dad would take us there with my little brother.

After I showered, the time was 6:10 and we were ready to leave. I walked over there and Margaret answered the door. She told me to wait outside while she was finishing up a few things. I waited for about 2 minutes and she came outside. We went over to my house and my mother asked if she would like some pizza. She said she had already eaten her dinner. My dad told us to get in the car. So Margaret and I got in the backseat as my Dad and my little brother got in the front seat. I was behind my dad and she was behind my little brother. We both put our seatbelts on and used the hand, that wasn t facing the door to support ourselves from leaning over too much. During the trip, my Dad would talk about some things that have changed since he was kid. While my dad was talking, I noticed my hand was close to Margaret s hand. I moved a little closer and she did the same. Both of use were trying to hide our facial expression as out hands got closer. We did this til our fingertips touched the very tip of the other s hands. At this point my heart was beating fast because I was so nervous. I waited until she made the next move to make sure it wasn t just a coincidence. Her index finger moved my fingers. Having the courage I never knew before, I just grabbed her hand, let out a big sigh, and looked at her sarcastically. I was thinking to myself all the time we could have been holding hands together and we wasted it. As my dad pulled up to Java Jazz, we separated hands and got out of the car. We waved to my dad as he drove off. We went and bought out wrist band tickets. Then we went to the back part of Java Jazz. We talked about the things we did first, first pet, first broken body part, fist hand holding, and first kisses. When she told me this, I was thinking in my mind how I was going to tell to tell her than I ve never been kissed before. When she was done, I just told her that I have never been kissed.

She just looked at my and smiled, then leans over to kiss me. I sort of backed off but only a little. Then I leaned my head forward and we kissed. Being the strange person that I am, I asked if that was right. She told me that it was and we kissed again. After the 2nd kiss, she leans her head on my shoulder. My heart was pounding like a metronome at top tempo speed. I smile at her and she smiled back.

The music started playing and we went inside. We got separated during the first few bands that played then I met up with her later. I asked her if we were going to be boyfriend/girlfriend since we kissed and held hands. She looked at me and said that what we did behind Java Jazz was too fast. She just wanted to be friends. I said to her jokingly, tried to hide my emotions, friends with privledges. She told me no. As we waited for her dad to pick us up, I was just heaty-broken. I was torn apart by the person who gave me my first kiss. My first kiss with my five hour love meant nothing..

On the ride home, I was just quiet not saying a word. As we were being dropped off, I said goodbye and thanks to her dad. I didn t say anything to her. Whenever I saw her in the hallway at school, I either felt hatred toward her or just ignored my feelings and smiled at her and just walked on. A few weeks passed and I started to write down a poem about our experience together (POEM: My Five Hour Love)..that was it, didn t say anything else or nothing, its coming up on our 2 year anniversary, I am gonna send her this letter and that poem [MOMENTO] when we were kissing her breath tasted bad..lol but I didn t care ...)side-note; didnt send her that poem(



Grade 12/Age 18..Around Feburary of 2003 (Writings from Journal), I met this girl named Rachael Massingill, my friend Alex introduced me to her at lunch, we talked and stuff and went to go see a movie. Shangi Knights it was, really funny. We held hands and eventually,  i put my arm around her shoulders and I kissed her a couple of times. Then we went to her house and see the move Queen Of The Damned. We were laying on the couch and was leaning her head on me. After a while, we started to kiss. The best part of the night was she was lying on the couch and and I took my gum out and kissed her. Then I left to go to my car, then ran back to kiss her again.

March 2nd 2003 We went to a show, then went to Taco C, then went to Racheal's house. There were 3 girls Shuanna and Becca. Who both say I have pretty eyes and another one who had a cool accent. We were they for a while then they left, then Rachael came by and we watched Gone In 60 Seconds. It was weird kissing another girl with other people in the room. Then on satuday we went to see Lord Of The Rings and we went to Taco Cabana  then I went to drop her off and I told her we should kiss to Mexican music. Of course, it was weird and 3 seconds later we changed it.

March 9 2003, I went to Java Jazz on Friday and help sell stickers and T-shirts then Rachael came and we listening to them. The on Saturday we say 10 things I hate about you, went driving around, then went into parking lot and I took off my shirt, went back to her house and said bye.

{not in journal} on time I went over there and we were gonna watch a movie, then she asked what movie do you wanna watch, then I said are we even gonna watch a movie, she put in some music Evanescence was the band. The lights were off and we were kissing on the bed, then wanted to give me a back rub so I took off my shirt and she did. Then we were kissing and she had on a small t shirt but then took it off and she was wearing a bra, and I was there kissing her and I placed my palm over her breast, freaking out, then just pulled it back and said I had to leave .few days later,  we broke up but said that we would still go to the prom with me, the 3 or 4 days before prom she gave me a note saying that she wanted to go with her friends, then I wrote her a note calling her a coward  {POEM: You're a Coward} I went with a girl named Amanda, she always did like me..i took her and a had a good time [MOMENTO] First girl I took to meet my family with and my little sister liked her too



Age 20: Amber C- This was a fancy way of meeting someone. When i was 16 years old i went to the library to get online check email chat, etc. i went to an LDS chat and i was talking. i said Is anyone in here from Orem. this one girl said, i am. so we got to talking everything and it turns out that she was in the same library as me. and we were freaking out...what are the  odds, huh? so, i whistled to see if she could hear me and she did. freak out. so, we said we would meet by this statue guy right now, so i left but i didnt have my contacts in. so i could find the guy and i was freaking out and everything but then i saw her...she was cool. we hung out and watched movies that summer..kept in contact for 4 years..then i moved to Utah. So, a couple of days later Me and Amber were lovers and stuff.



=Dec. 22nd, 2004=woke up around 10, went downstairs, ate waffles, and play Obi Wan on X-box, then Watch A movie 'Roy, Roy, The Robot Boy', went outside with friends, flew a kite, came home, ate Non Chicken Chicken Soup, and taco soup, watched the simpsons, shaved, watch some more simpsons, packed some more stuff, got on the computer and talked to amber, dropped of a controller for friend, talked to amber some more, created an account for this LiveJournal, filled in the profile information, and typed the information you see before you, i will probably play some more games later tonight or watch simpsons....=

=Feb. 20th, 2005 =then went to see Constantine with Amber, it was pretty good, i would go see it again. It keeps on getting harder and harder to leave Amber when we are in her car just listening to music and doing nothing. i really didnt want to leave the car, she said she had to go like at 12:30 but i didnt leave til almost 1. It was literaly a struggle to get out of the car. she is just a really cool person to be around with. i know some people think otherwise, but she is really a cool person to hang out with. I really like being around her. I just wanna keep on seeing her. She isnt like any other person i have met. I'm the type of guy that goes for the, i guess the word I wanna use is, 'crazy' type girls and she is by far the craziest. except for Looney Laura. i think she was just too crazy in the head, and those visitng hours at the hospital just made it more and more difficult to see her..:-p JK but yea Amber is a rad person to just hang around with

==Feb. 17th, 2005 =Well, Valentines day was a couple of days ago. I bought Amber A teddy bear, little teddy bear, Chocolates, Flowers and a card. I went to her house and since i saw her car out on the curb i thought she was home, so i left all my stuff on the porch, rang the doorbell and then ran. just my luck, her brother answered the door and took the stuff inside. Afterwards, she came over here, ate at whistle wok, then went to the puppy place. They had some cool poison dart frogs which was neato. she i blind folded myself and she drove up to the canyon, we walked around then it startded to ran we went back to the car soaking wet, went to the mall, bought some stuff, played some games, then came here to watch a movie. then we played a simpsons game and ended up asking questions to another from the cards. then she said 'will you make out with me' , so i did. then when we were done i said 'I dont think that question was on the card, in any case, the answer is no' :-p, she kinda got play mad, but its cute when she does that

===Feb. 24th, 2005==Amber took me to some places and it fun spending the day with her. we went to Glen Park and climb the snow mountain pile of Doom. Then she took me to Discovery Park with all the wood and everything, it twas rad, i havent been there if forever. then she took me to the pizza facotory and ate ..well... pizza and cheese sticks on sticks. then we came home and we played simpsons. Jepardy - JEP-ARE-DEE, dont make fun of me since i cannot write, then we played egyptain rat screw then HARDCORE Egyptain Rat Screw. then we just layed around and thenwent to WENDOVER around 12:15. we went to peppermill and gambled on black jack. i put down $30 and tripled my money. Once again i did not get I.D.ed (I Deed) since im not 21..pretty sweet. then went home and later tonight Amber is taking me to her Ward's Talent Show, so, that should be fun. Weeeee

==March 2nd==did nothing, wentto eat with Amber at golden corral, went to her place and played game, came over here and played some games, watched simpsons, she left and now i sleep. TRALFALGA the place where you putt putt tand has the arcade games is hiring, so if i could get that job, it would be A LOT better than Jim's . probably would make two or three dollars more

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====Then On Janurary 29 things changed for me "last night, when I was with amber...she whispered in my ear that she loved me....she said...i love you...now, i have never said to a girl, face to face, that i loved her....[let me just get this down on page]...i was sitting there freaking out what to do or say cause i have never been told that before by a girl, i whispered i love you too very softly so she would know that i heard her..but she didnt hear me so i had to say i love you a little bit louder this time...at this point she was trembling so much..her arms were all shaking...then we held each other for a while..then i had to leave....I was in the van talking out loud to myself....then i said "did you really say that you..." at this point i couldnt bring myself to say those words again....i tried that question 2 or 3 times and nothing came out...then i started to babble and make weird noises.....it was all pretty crazy...Im still freaked out right now but its in a good way not a bad way...i guess i will have to see what will transpire over the next few days and weeks....more to come on this event soon....." Yea.. Amber And I did alot of hanging out together...needless to say that me and Amber broke up..but we're still friends..at first it was weird having her as a friend after the break up..never happened before..we still keep in contact..she was a fun person to be around..someone i could be random around and she wouldnt look at me weird or anything...well, sometimes she would but for the most part she wouldnt[[MOMENTO]] first girl i said i love you to



The Following Person are Friends with Privledges:



Stephine M., I so wanted her to be my girlfriend, this young girl was the a beautiful, girl. She was soo cute in the moonlight and I always joked about how I had to lean to kiss her lol..she was short  [MOMENTO] wrote a lot of peopms about her   Stephanie's Snowflakes, Steffy..etc..



Jessie, this was a fling never to forget. Meet her on MySpace, she said we should hang out. we did, met at a coffee place shop cafe thingy, and we talked it up, then that was it for now. i gave her a hug then left. met next time at the movies then i had to drop her off at work. i didnt hug her that time and she gets the feeling that i didnt like her. we talk back and forth and i tell her that i just need to get to know her better and stuff. after all that mess, we hit it off, meeting only at night and sometiems during the day, ending up just all-out lovers in the car and etc. pretty intense the last day...and she cried as i drove from her life forever, and i teared up as well..)we both knew i was leaving and tried not to get too emotionally attached(....but time heals all wounds.





Well, those are the important girls in my life, I hoped you enjoyed reading about my entire love life and I hope that this will help you in a way ..