I'm fine for the time being
until
something better comes along.
You accused me of doing the same, but
it will take me months to ever get to your level
your level of caring one minute, but not the next
I don't want to watch, but I have no choice.
I sit there, smiling, acting happy, when half the time I want to jump out your window..or mine.
Jump out and fly to a place where someone actually cares.