Questioning

We can all question

The logic of our world

Sitting here alone

Looking up into the empty sky

Thinking that If I had a star

To call my own

Maybe things woulnd't be as bad

 

I tried so hard to love

Maybe even too much

So I guess its my fault

And I can only admit it now

When even thinking hurts

 

And in the end

My ideals were my anchor

Not looking left or right

Not eve puting an honest fight

So now theres nothing

And I've no idea where I'm going

 

I guess that even if you try

Too hard

Fairy tales wont become real

Theres no princess in my tower

Just raw emotions

That fester

While you run out of power

 

 

 

 

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nightlight1220's picture

We get what we ask the

We get what we ask the universe for. If we ask to control love, we should expect in return, the weight of it's worth, and nothing more. That is the mistake people make that causes them so much pain and sorrow when things do not go as they planned, because love isn't to be planned. We plan appointments, parties, meetings, weddings, they are all things of this world and have nothing to do with love. Love is not rooted in this world, but it is of the all that is, including so much beyond humancapabilitiy to comprehend. We may be able to control the 'idea' of what we would like love to be, but then we live in a delusion, just as you put it, 'a fairy tale', a 'fantasy'. And when people attempt to make their 'fantasies' a reality, well, they are walking on 'thin ice' to say the least, because love has no rules or certain 'ways' that it touches our lives. It simply is. And we enjoy the benefits of it when we share our innermost thoughts, heartfelt emotions, and a sharing of one's deepest innermost self ---real and true---these are the only things that have the ability to make a 'true love' connection. It is not possible for some people due to circumstances or just being raised by parents who taught them it isn't necessary. If love is to live on this Earth for future generations we have to face our demons within and as you say--'put the past in the past', not allow it to separate us from being completely transparent with those we chose to love deeply...one day at a time. I wish you great peace, inner joy, and love, and I wish for you that you find these within yourself first, then find another the same, or at least willing to take the necessary steps to meet you there. <3 <3 

 

 

 


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

HuliganFish's picture

Love it

I love seeing your comments. You always dig deep into the flesh of my poems and bring out the meanings I wanted them to have, and you can refelct out what I feel without me needing to expose it bluntly in my poems.

 

Love

nightlight1220's picture

Aww...thank you for your

Aww...thank you for your gracious reply. The sentiment is returned with respect for your work. ~Blessings, Huligan~ <3


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "