Addiction

The screaming, punching, fighting
I just can't take it anymore
If it goes on any longer
I might not be able to stop myself
One more slash accross my arm
One more pill to swallow
It won't hurt anyone
It'll make things better
At least to me
All I want is nothing extordinary
Nothing too hard to reach
I want to live another day
But with the way things are
I never know if tonight is my last
The war I'm raging within; is far worse then all others
But I just can't seem to control it
An addiction of pain causes numbness to the rest of it
I only wish I coud stop myself
Before it's too late

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