Tired

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Hostile Is Good

I'm tired of all the shit we go through.

Tired because I'm crying and missing you.

Tired because at start you strayed.

Tired because you make me feel this way.

Tired because we can't go on.

Tired because I always hear "our"song.

Tired because I can't keep you and because I want you to go.

Tired of all your empty promises when deep down inside I know.

Tired of all the dreams you sell.

Tired of being put through hell.

Tired of you, tired for me.

Tired of wonder if one day we'll be.

Sick and tired of being in love.

Tired of never being put above, those streets.

I wish one day I could fall asleep and awake with you far behind.

Tired because I know in the morning you'll be the first thing on my mind.

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All I want to know is, what's out in the streets for a man to have to run to them. i mean damn.

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Rachel  Marie Tate's picture

This is a horrible way to exist in a relationship, and as you said, you already know, but it's so hard to let go, You'll always have that nagging ache, even after you find another and fall in love and are happy, there are just some loves that stay inside your heart and hurt you, but only in the way like, damn, it's such a disappointment that we couldn't make it work, but now I know it's not meant to be and the time was not right, so I accept it and I have moved on, although he will remain in your heart forever, that is all it can be... Stay Strong :-)