"If I only knew"

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deep and down

I try to see the vision in me,

love blinded my sight to see.

I took a breath lasting endlessly,

passion grew much deeper.

A strong desire to recieve that love,

it came with price without wings

to carrie me through.

I am fool to believe,

that love with you is confused.

Don't you hear my sorrow, my pain,

and yet you only gain.

I'm lost in failure, drowning in tears.

You do not seem to hear.

If I only knew that I was not meant

to be happy.

That would be a crime.

Yet I still try to fool myself

by always staying positively and absolutly

in the light of love.

Althougfh it gets me nowhere,

I turn to see you there.

I can not feel my heart,

it is slilently beats in no rythme

without sound.

I try to stay faithful in my heart,

which forever I will do.

I will always be lost and confused,

as long as I stay with you.

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Ruth Lovejoy's picture

Hi Bobbie,this piece seems to say there is a void in a realtionship and one is trying to stay strong in hopes of overcoming the void. It's very strong emotionally...

ser_hm2's picture

Hello.... I like ur words .. it is wondrful...