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Days End'
The beginning of my day begins with an emptiness of my heart
The truth of who I am becomes a lie to those around me
Nowhere do I see the one who shined on me when I was less of a man
Under the sadness of loss I am searching to reach the peak of my manhood
To make a spot in this world, to shine on my own
Express feelings of who I am and teach the morals of life is what I mourn to share
No longer am I able to look upon the face of wisdom, the brow of strength
I have lost all enthusiasm of being what I am supposed to and I yearn to be more
Days are now longer and more dreaded; I sleep with eyes open
I dream my life into what I wish it to be, and see whom I will miss so much
The hour hasn’t finished but I feel as though time is my enemy
Minutes dwindle down to nothing with the thought of never learning again
Life taking from me all of what I am, not allowing me to reach maturity
I look at the stranger now so different from that of my memory
Eyes torn down from the decadence of life’s torture
A man now made to walk a stagger of less glamour
During the night dreams fill the air and take control of my mind
Remembering days of less pain and suffering with warm embrace
Forgetting the days of hate and discontent in my heart
Allowing for only caring and love to shine through the window of my soul
I regret all the anguish caused and hate held in my heart
Holding all the evil within me for things not controlled
Forgiveness now dwells and makes its place known
For remembering such things brings only sorrow to my mentals
My mind travels to far away places, making its time unfelt from what it is
Reality strikes and tells me stories of unwanted nightmares
Making my day drag into an infinity of fear and dismay
Life will take from me that I will need, and on days end I will tear
